DIVERGENT

I am Divergent... You cannot change me and I cannot be stopped...

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Omitted Conversations from the Pool Scene

Stiles:
so....do you like baseball?
Derek:
...Stiles, I'm kind of drowning here
Stiles:
yeah, right. totally.
Stiles:
...
Stiles:
but do you like the mets?
...
Stiles:
marvel or dc?
Derek:
what does that— there is a kanima RIGHT THERE
Stiles:
do u like batman?
Derek:
I don't—
Stiles:
it's a simple question. everyone knows if they like batman or not
Derek:
...
Stiles:
i mean, you have a lot in common—
Derek:
YES I like batman
Stiles:
me too
...
Stiles:
okay, cage match between chuck norris and a honeybadger: who wins?
Derek:
that's really stupid. i'm not going to answer that
Stiles:
fine. but I think we both know who would win
...
Stiles:
I Spy with my little eye...something...GREEN!
Derek:
...
Derek:
is it the kanima?
Stiles:
look at that! you're really good at this game!
Derek:
i'll show you something i'm really good at...
Stiles:
okay okay I Spy with my little eye....something blue!
Derek:
howabout your face after i strangle you
Stiles:
close, but actually, it was the water, so...not really that close actually. and that's pretty hurtful since I'm the guy making sure it's not you who's the blue one. in case you forgot about that
Derek:
i'm not playing this game anymore
...
Stiles:
okay would you rather...lick jackson's foot or french kiss scott?
Derek:
i would rather drown than keep listening to you
Stiles:
fine. you come up with something to do. I'm all for singalongs, just throwing that out there
Derek:
this isn't a road trip, stiles
Stiles:
well, i've never been on one, so i wouldn't know
Derek:
you're lucky, then. they suck. getting stuck in the back seat next to your evil big sister all day is terrible
Stiles:
...yeah? that bad?
Derek:
no. it was actually pretty okay
...
...
Stiles:
so i think that if we survive this, you should let me drive your car as a reward
Derek:
i would sooner drown than let you get behind the wheel of my car
Stiles:
but if you're dead, you won't be able to stop me
Derek:
I would come back to haunt you forever
Stiles:
forever and ever? you promise?
Derek:
shut up
...
Stiles:
you know, I could have been getting a thank you kiss from Lydia right now for being her knight in shining armor
Derek:
poor you
Stiles:
shut up. you're the damsel in distress here. you should be thanking me
Derek:
...
Derek:
I'm not going to kiss you
Stiles:
I never said you should! you're the only one who went there
Derek:
I wish you were the little mermaid
Stiles:
why? so i could swim better?
Derek:
no. so you couldn't talk
Stiles:
rude.

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Dear every person who says that a mental illness is not
a valid reason for not being able to attend school normally,

Say that to the counselor, the school nurse, the paramedics,
and the friend who walked me to the office on the day of my overdose.
Say that to the kids who saw me sleep through first and second period.
Say that to the boy who sleeps in every class.

Tell that to my teacher who had to talk me out
of suicide on a school night.
Tell that to my bio teacher who saw
me break down during a suicide prevention assembly.
Tell that to the housemates who have heard
me call the suicide hotlines.
Tell that to my freshman English teacher who tells
me I look so alive now in comparison to
how dead I looked freshman year.

Say that to any friend who has had to talk me out of suicide.
Say that to any friend who has had to calm me down
after an anxiety attack.
Say that to every friend and follower that has
come to me with thoughts of suicide.

Tell that to the kids who have failing grades because
they can’t focus, the ones who can’t make it through
a school night without having an anxiety attack,
the kids who sleep right when they get home and
straight on until morning, the ones who
have more breakdowns a day than meals a day,
the ones who have spent more time staring
at hospital walls than school hallways.

Tell that to the kids who cry every night.

Tell that to the teenagers in psychiatric wards and treatment centers.
Tell that to the family of someone who has just committed suicide.

Tell them that school is more important than their sanity.

5:58 p.m. (An open letter to ignorance)

(Source: expresswithsilence)